四天三夜的新加坡之旅结束了。
一路上，有说有笑的，很难得。以前，话题总是很少，兄弟姐妹们吵架声总是胜过一切。日子久了，人长大了，思想也会成熟。
也许妈咪懂我们长大了。话题开始围绕着“感情”。哈哈！其实，蛮好笑的。妈咪一直说，我得减肥才会有人要。我呢，一直对哥哥说要加把劲儿，不然以后要做神父。
让我感触很深的一刻……
妈咪说：“为什么哥哥总在计划几时回来，而我的女儿好像都不回来呢？”妈咪呀，我说我哪有时间啊？上个月一直跟你倾诉说我在赶报告咧。话说回来，我的心当时有抽了一下下。原来，我妈咪也很想我回家，只是她有时候抱着亚洲人的想法，不敢说出口。
时光飞逝。我从后座看着爹地的背影，感觉他好像老了。驾车很容易累。以前，从怡保驾到新加坡犹如骑脚踏车一样轻松。这次，他好像很容易感到疲惫。我心疼了。
我告诉我自己，不管以后日子再怎么艰难，我一定要和我未来的男人好好地孝顺爹地妈咪。
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Stand by me. Watch over me.
Pastor preached a very powerful sermon today. God started to speak into my heart. I felt the stirring in my heart. After preaching,pastor called those people who needs a breakthrough to go in front. He wanted to pray for us. So I went out.
While I was standing in front worshipping God,I felt the heat on my hand. A very special heat. I worshipped,I prayed,I questioned,I cried. Then Ern Suey came to pray for me. As she laid her hand on me,I started to whipped like a little girl. I felt the touch. A warm love. The pain was lifted up. The questions were set aside. I only cried out to God.
"I was here. I am here. I will be here. Angeline,Daddy God is with you."
I felt a relieve after that. Thank you Jesus for standing by me,watching over me. And God,I wanna thank you for bringing such awesome friends from Ipoh to KL to accompany and support me. Liyee,Chao E,Koy Yew,Sek Kit,Edmond,Joshua,a big big thank you to all of you. I really felt the love. :) Love you all to the max! xoxo
Don't despise the days of your small beginning.
While I was standing in front worshipping God,I felt the heat on my hand. A very special heat. I worshipped,I prayed,I questioned,I cried. Then Ern Suey came to pray for me. As she laid her hand on me,I started to whipped like a little girl. I felt the touch. A warm love. The pain was lifted up. The questions were set aside. I only cried out to God.
"I was here. I am here. I will be here. Angeline,Daddy God is with you."
I felt a relieve after that. Thank you Jesus for standing by me,watching over me. And God,I wanna thank you for bringing such awesome friends from Ipoh to KL to accompany and support me. Liyee,Chao E,Koy Yew,Sek Kit,Edmond,Joshua,a big big thank you to all of you. I really felt the love. :) Love you all to the max! xoxo
Don't despise the days of your small beginning.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
加油
今天拿到了Observation科目的第一份assignment分数，心情烂透了。当下心都碎成灰。嗨～努力的成果变成垃圾。满分二十，我只得了区区的那十二分。二十；十二. . .倒转了。不敢跟妈咪说我的烂成绩。她一定会很失望吧？怎么办？
我竟然还对着朋友们嘻嘻哈哈的。陈纨延，你被这分数烧坏脑吗？！感觉有一点点不想面对现实。听了老师解释后，才懂我的资料还不够。老师要的东西果然很多。平时上课非常善良，给起分来还蛮不留情。==
好想哭噢！有人的肩旁让我靠一靠吗？每天都告诉自己要坚强，可是为什么还是倒下呢？耶稣，你帮我好吗？让我更坚强，让我更努力。
大家帮我加油可以吗？我需要你们的支持。
我竟然还对着朋友们嘻嘻哈哈的。陈纨延，你被这分数烧坏脑吗？！感觉有一点点不想面对现实。听了老师解释后，才懂我的资料还不够。老师要的东西果然很多。平时上课非常善良，给起分来还蛮不留情。==
好想哭噢！有人的肩旁让我靠一靠吗？每天都告诉自己要坚强，可是为什么还是倒下呢？耶稣，你帮我好吗？让我更坚强，让我更努力。
大家帮我加油可以吗？我需要你们的支持。
加油，陈纨延！你可以的！♥
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
友情与爱情
“友情与爱情，你选择何者？”
今晚，这个问题一直在脑海中徘徊。我只用了那一刹那的瞬间来回答这问题。我选择了友情。问题一直在脑海中浮现，很困扰，不过很确定答案不会改变。
为什么会那么的确定。我想是因为我经历过吧？曾经，我朋友选择了爱情，放下了友情。那事情令我们彼此痛恨了对方一年多的时间。当中，我们对彼此的报复，对彼此的怨恨，不是旁观者能了解的。无数的人介入了我们，帮忙我们，可是问题还是没有被解决。最后，我得到上帝的恩赐，原谅了我的朋友。我告诉我自己，我要永永远远记得那次的教训。
爱情；胜得过友情吗？我的看法是，胜不过。看戏时常都听说：“外人是不会明白的。让他们自己去解决啊。”我说啊：“朋友；失去了就再也找不回。爱人；失去了就再找更好的。”你们的看法呢？
今晚，这个问题一直在脑海中徘徊。我只用了那一刹那的瞬间来回答这问题。我选择了友情。问题一直在脑海中浮现，很困扰，不过很确定答案不会改变。
为什么会那么的确定。我想是因为我经历过吧？曾经，我朋友选择了爱情，放下了友情。那事情令我们彼此痛恨了对方一年多的时间。当中，我们对彼此的报复，对彼此的怨恨，不是旁观者能了解的。无数的人介入了我们，帮忙我们，可是问题还是没有被解决。最后，我得到上帝的恩赐，原谅了我的朋友。我告诉我自己，我要永永远远记得那次的教训。
爱情；胜得过友情吗？我的看法是，胜不过。看戏时常都听说：“外人是不会明白的。让他们自己去解决啊。”我说啊：“朋友；失去了就再也找不回。爱人；失去了就再找更好的。”你们的看法呢？
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Conversation on Sunday
"My dear little daughter,stop and listen. I am here. Give me your all and I will lead you to my way."
I started tearing. "God,how worthy am I for you to forgive me for I have turned away from you so many times?"
"Because you are precious to me."
For this is the God that will never abandoned me. The God that understand the deepest of my heart. And in my heart,I silently said,"Forgive me,O Lord."
Friends,I urged you today. Don't turn away from God. God is always watching over us. Sometimes it's the matter of time and sacrifice of yours. Make Him proud.
LOVE HIM.
TRUST HIM.
PRAISE HIM.
WORSHIP HIM.
GOD IS NEVER ENDING LOVE.
I started tearing. "God,how worthy am I for you to forgive me for I have turned away from you so many times?"
"Because you are precious to me."
For this is the God that will never abandoned me. The God that understand the deepest of my heart. And in my heart,I silently said,"Forgive me,O Lord."
Friends,I urged you today. Don't turn away from God. God is always watching over us. Sometimes it's the matter of time and sacrifice of yours. Make Him proud.
LOVE HIM.
TRUST HIM.
PRAISE HIM.
WORSHIP HIM.
GOD IS NEVER ENDING LOVE.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Yesterday and today
So..... I am in KL now.
Went to church yesterday morning. Actually I thought wanna come here earlier to clean up my room but mummy said no need a lot of time to clean up so we went to church. Sit right behind with my parents and gor gor. Service went on normally and then ended. After the team briefing,John and the rest of team Legacy prayed for me. Somehow,I cried. Maybe I didn't wanna leave them. Bid goodbye to everyone and left church.
Gor gor wanted to go for pan mee at aunty Josephine's place. We went there and have our brunch. Went home and did my last lurgage checking. Done everything and boarded on car.
On the way KL wasn't easy. Wanted to cry but can't because daddy mummy is around. Texted Wei Yee to say goodbye. She replied and asked me to call her when I get back to Ipoh. Texted Ser Chow too. He was nice but I scolded him a bit. Texted aunty Lana to say goodbye too. I didn't get to say byebye in church because I couldn't find her.
Reached KL and put everything in the room. Talked with my cousin instead of cleaning up. After that,I went to learn how to take bus with mummy. Daddy went to play golf with uncle Hwa Kong and Alexia. Taking bus was easy and it's quite near but when I think of the time I need to be stucked in the jam,sigh.
Daddy picked up mummy and I from Chew Ling's house after his golf at 8pm. Went to have Korean food in Dae Jang Gum. Food was just alright. Came home and watched tv with daddy. Mummy slept at the sofa. Pity her so tired. They went back to Kelana Jaya around 10.45pm. Felt empty and sad after they left and cried a little bit. I online a little while and jie came home. Chat with her and slept around 1am.
Woke up super early this morning. Normally,I sleep until 11++am at home. Gues what time I am awake? 9.30am. OMGOSH. Ate bread with Milo and started cleaning up the whole house. Vacuumed and mopped. Washed the wall fan too. Was super tired already and saw something that really made me speechless. Leila poo! Leila is a dog fyi. Picked dog shit for the very first time. Grrr.
Currently starving at home without food. Sad case. Jie lock the door that doesn't have another spare key. So I can't go out for my lunch. Hungry and rotting at home now.
College starting on Wednesday. Quite excited for it. Hope I get to know new and nice friends. Well,I bet they are all lovely.
Let God make the impossible possible.
Went to church yesterday morning. Actually I thought wanna come here earlier to clean up my room but mummy said no need a lot of time to clean up so we went to church. Sit right behind with my parents and gor gor. Service went on normally and then ended. After the team briefing,John and the rest of team Legacy prayed for me. Somehow,I cried. Maybe I didn't wanna leave them. Bid goodbye to everyone and left church.
Gor gor wanted to go for pan mee at aunty Josephine's place. We went there and have our brunch. Went home and did my last lurgage checking. Done everything and boarded on car.
On the way KL wasn't easy. Wanted to cry but can't because daddy mummy is around. Texted Wei Yee to say goodbye. She replied and asked me to call her when I get back to Ipoh. Texted Ser Chow too. He was nice but I scolded him a bit. Texted aunty Lana to say goodbye too. I didn't get to say byebye in church because I couldn't find her.
Reached KL and put everything in the room. Talked with my cousin instead of cleaning up. After that,I went to learn how to take bus with mummy. Daddy went to play golf with uncle Hwa Kong and Alexia. Taking bus was easy and it's quite near but when I think of the time I need to be stucked in the jam,sigh.
Daddy picked up mummy and I from Chew Ling's house after his golf at 8pm. Went to have Korean food in Dae Jang Gum. Food was just alright. Came home and watched tv with daddy. Mummy slept at the sofa. Pity her so tired. They went back to Kelana Jaya around 10.45pm. Felt empty and sad after they left and cried a little bit. I online a little while and jie came home. Chat with her and slept around 1am.
Woke up super early this morning. Normally,I sleep until 11++am at home. Gues what time I am awake? 9.30am. OMGOSH. Ate bread with Milo and started cleaning up the whole house. Vacuumed and mopped. Washed the wall fan too. Was super tired already and saw something that really made me speechless. Leila poo! Leila is a dog fyi. Picked dog shit for the very first time. Grrr.
Currently starving at home without food. Sad case. Jie lock the door that doesn't have another spare key. So I can't go out for my lunch. Hungry and rotting at home now.
College starting on Wednesday. Quite excited for it. Hope I get to know new and nice friends. Well,I bet they are all lovely.
Let God make the impossible possible.
Monday, May 2, 2011
15/5 or 22/5
When should I leave? Biggest question mark ever for now.
15th or 22nd? I promised Wei Yee aka my Theodore to have a meal with her before I leave. Her exam ends on the 19th. I can't fly her aeroplane. She's such a darling to me. I don't wanna break my promise towards her. She'll be sad I guess.
15th. What can I do if I go one week earlier? Maybe I will go there just to stay in the apartment and watch tv like my daily routine. Or I will go for the free programme offered by SEGi college. Well,I can't exactly give the reason why I wanna leave Ipoh earlier. If somebody is gonna come up to me and ask me why,I would say "I have no idea."
22nd. Is just the day I planned to leave since my intake is on 25th. No why. No difference.
Here I come KL. Whatever date I am choosing to come,you will still welcome me right?
15th or 22nd? I promised Wei Yee aka my Theodore to have a meal with her before I leave. Her exam ends on the 19th. I can't fly her aeroplane. She's such a darling to me. I don't wanna break my promise towards her. She'll be sad I guess.
15th. What can I do if I go one week earlier? Maybe I will go there just to stay in the apartment and watch tv like my daily routine. Or I will go for the free programme offered by SEGi college. Well,I can't exactly give the reason why I wanna leave Ipoh earlier. If somebody is gonna come up to me and ask me why,I would say "I have no idea."
22nd. Is just the day I planned to leave since my intake is on 25th. No why. No difference.
Here I come KL. Whatever date I am choosing to come,you will still welcome me right?
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