Stand by me. Watch over me.

Pastor preached a very powerful sermon today. God started to speak into my heart. I felt the stirring in my heart. After preaching,pastor called those people who needs a breakthrough to go in front. He wanted to pray for us. So I went out.

While I was standing in front worshipping God,I felt the heat on my hand. A very special heat. I worshipped,I prayed,I questioned,I cried. Then Ern Suey came to pray for me. As she laid her hand on me,I started to whipped like a little girl. I felt the touch. A warm love. The pain was lifted up. The questions were set aside. I only cried out to God.

"I was here. I am here. I will be here. Angeline,Daddy God is with you."

I felt a relieve after that. Thank you Jesus for standing by me,watching over me. And God,I wanna thank you for bringing such awesome friends from Ipoh to KL to accompany and support me. Liyee,Chao E,Koy Yew,Sek Kit,Edmond,Joshua,a big big thank you to all of you. I really felt the love. :) Love you all to the max! xoxo

Don't despise the days of your small beginning.

加油

今天拿到了Observation科目的第一份assignment分数，心情烂透了。当下心都碎成灰。嗨～努力的成果变成垃圾。满分二十，我只得了区区的那十二分。二十；十二. . .倒转了。不敢跟妈咪说我的烂成绩。她一定会很失望吧？怎么办？

我竟然还对着朋友们嘻嘻哈哈的。陈纨延，你被这分数烧坏脑吗？！感觉有一点点不想面对现实。听了老师解释后，才懂我的资料还不够。老师要的东西果然很多。平时上课非常善良，给起分来还蛮不留情。==

好想哭噢！有人的肩旁让我靠一靠吗？每天都告诉自己要坚强，可是为什么还是倒下呢？耶稣，你帮我好吗？让我更坚强，让我更努力。

大家帮我加油可以吗？我需要你们的支持。

加油，陈纨延！你可以的！♥

友情与爱情

“友情与爱情，你选择何者？”


今晚，这个问题一直在脑海中徘徊。我只用了那一刹那的瞬间来回答这问题。我选择了友情。问题一直在脑海中浮现，很困扰，不过很确定答案不会改变。

为什么会那么的确定。我想是因为我经历过吧？曾经，我朋友选择了爱情，放下了友情。那事情令我们彼此痛恨了对方一年多的时间。当中，我们对彼此的报复，对彼此的怨恨，不是旁观者能了解的。无数的人介入了我们，帮忙我们，可是问题还是没有被解决。最后，我得到上帝的恩赐，原谅了我的朋友。我告诉我自己，我要永永远远记得那次的教训。

爱情；胜得过友情吗？我的看法是，胜不过。看戏时常都听说：“外人是不会明白的。让他们自己去解决啊。”我说啊：“朋友；失去了就再也找不回。爱人；失去了就再找更好的。”你们的看法呢？