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Heart broken;tear apart. Doesn't wanna talk neither to speak. Just let me shut myself off.

The Royal Wedding

So the princess lives happily ever after. :)
Awww. I so wanna get married after I watched this wedding. I don't need a royal family,neither a century wedding. I just want a man who loves me and I can get married with him with a very very special way. I guessed this is every single girl wish,isn't it?

Like how Prince William and Kate have. I want everyone to come to my wedding with blessings. I want my family members there. My relatives,girlfriends,good friends,colleague and everyone that I know to come.

I pray today that I will find my Mr. Right,get married and like Cinderella,lives happily ever after. :)

Someone is going to fill in to the middle.

28 days left

28 DAYS LEFT. MIXED FEELINGS

Looking forward to the day when I enter college and become a big girl. I feel very excited. Extremely happy to meet all my college friends and be in the lecture hall. I really like my course because it is something I really want to do in future. To me,earning a lot of money is useless. Working in a place I love and doing things I like is a big archievement.

On the other hand,I am feeling very down too. Why? I don't wanna leave my mummy here in Ipoh. I know she's gonna be so boring and she is gonna miss me. I did suggest and ask her to move down to KL. Guess I will have home-sick. Besides,I HATE farewell. Everyone is parting. I don't wanna leave my girlfriends. I don't wanna leave my youth. They are the loveliest people EVER! We always say "It's the journey of ones life.". But when you come to face it,it is so harddddd.

I will miss Michelle so much. She is like my bestie and sister throughout these few months. We talk things that are lame and clueless. We share stuffs. We joke. We critisize(this is the way we communicate and sometimes people thought we are fighting). We Skype in the middle of the night to have heart-to-heart talk. Now she's leaving to Singapore. SHE'S LEAVING EARLIER THAN ME! All of a sudden. *sigh* I dislike you Michelle. HAHA!

She's cute at times. :)

Seeing a blur road in front of me,with everything,I take up this challenge and start a new journey ahead.

Phil 4:13 With God all things are possible.

Everything turns upside down

At this very moment,all I wanna do is just cry my lungs out like nobody care and like as if there is no tomorrow. I hate myself for being such a 'SMART' girl who actually doesn't really think about my future since all I ever wanted was to become a teacher. Screw you,government. You screwed my future. Seriously,I really don't know why you guys messed up my life in such a condition. Give me a reason at least. WHY AM I NOT QUALIFIED FOR KPLSPM? And now,you all sent me to that freaky PLKN to train me. Get a life government! I can serve the future children well. I love to teach. I am born to teach. The moment I tapped into the website and saw my name is not qualified,I nearly cried. Why? I asked myself why. Is it because my SPM results sucks? Probably yes I guess. Mummy asked me where I wanna go now. I really don't know. I am lost now. I never think of anything other than teaching. Sigh. *cries* I can maybe just take up Form6 and spend my 2 years thinking what to do. Or maybe like mummy said,take up Business courses in UTAR.